Hell Or Heaven?

A dilemma

Went through my head

Where  I could not

Decide upon hell and heaven

Whether which existed

Or whether even any did?

Would one day

I too would be before

The cold, steel bar gates

Of hell and heaven?

Waiting for me with open arms

Bending its bars low

For me to walk upon?

What would I chose

Would I chose

 the pure, calm pleasures of heaven

or would my sins

overpower my goodness

and mend my way into

the tortures and pain of hell?

The inevitable agony

And my cries for mercy

They would be laughed upon

By those cruel devils

Their laughter over me

Over my transgressions

But now I think

When I would be standing before Him

Being sentenced on my life

I would just smile

And feel that, if he exists

He would certainly open

The right door for me.

for someone i considered a friend but she broke my faith, my trust into pieces... the lesson i learn't about myself, about people and most importantly about what friendship is built of...

As we grow we realize that it is more important to have true friends rather than having many....

A Broken Friendship, a Broken Heart

you were my best friend
and you left me alone
thinking i would die without you
cry in misery and mourn?

your friendship was there
but always with a "conditions apply"
you were never a true friend
your friendship was a big lie

i had trusted you
believed all your lies
and now all of a sudden
you broke all the ties

each of your lies
ripped that trust apart
i was disoriented for a week
unaware of where to start

now all this and the rest
seem silly to me
i have turned into a person
no one would expect me to be

you had learnt over all these years
to use me all along
i could never see through you
but alas you proved me wrong!

Lonely

Lonely

she had way too many friends

but yet she was lonely

she had many who loved her 

but yet she seemed too alone

there were none who loved her
from their heart
they loved her for her money
for them she was just a poisonous tart
which you just love to adore
but never bite into

she had long talks with her friends
but none of them
seemed to have touched her soul
and she was very alone

she always wished to find
a friend amongst all others
who would chase away her lonliness
give her the affection of a mother

she wanted someone to understand
the emotions she kept understated
someone to drive away those memoories
she had always hated

she had everything in her life
everything one would ask for
but yet in her whole world
she seemed lost and alone