angel born in hell

She lay there in bed

Covered in white

Watching everyone, trying their best

To save her life

But little were they aware

That she had died long before

On that very horrid night

The night when humanity was lost

Evil was reborn

And death re-thought

The night in which

Her world had collapsed

And her faith was shattered

By those 3 treacherous shadows

That dark street, oh how she remembered it

The place where she had fallen prey

To their lust

With every inch of her clothes

They ripped off her soul as well

Their every touch

Came burning on her skin

Every hour there was another monster

To make her realise her fault

Her fault, to be a girl

A girl in our patriarchal society

For whom she was just a subordinate,

Mere filth and load to the society

Lying on that bed

She could sense life slipping away

Her heart wanted to live

And cry out her pain, her agony

But her body had given up

She had died but left behind a lesson

Lesson on grit, humanity and life itself

She was no more a victim

But a survivor of the inhumane world

She was our angel

Just born in hell

Those twinkling gems

the sky lightens the land
the dark trodden land
with its twinkling gems
looking upon us as angels
angels of the heaven
directly from the heart of god
guiding way to astray men
putting to sleep those children
who listen to stories in their presence
doing so much
but asking none in exchange
so is the heart of
our little twinkling friends
just smile and forget
all the worries of life
look at the stars
beholding our loved ones
looking upon us with caring smiles
engulf all the air around
close your eyes and
take a round of the happy times
feel them, hear them, relive them
then smile back at these stars
and thank them for their
unconditional support
through all our dark nights

Hell Or Heaven?

A dilemma

Went through my head

Where  I could not

Decide upon hell and heaven

Whether which existed

Or whether even any did?

Would one day

I too would be before

The cold, steel bar gates

Of hell and heaven?

Waiting for me with open arms

Bending its bars low

For me to walk upon?

What would I chose

Would I chose

 the pure, calm pleasures of heaven

or would my sins

overpower my goodness

and mend my way into

the tortures and pain of hell?

The inevitable agony

And my cries for mercy

They would be laughed upon

By those cruel devils

Their laughter over me

Over my transgressions

But now I think

When I would be standing before Him

Being sentenced on my life

I would just smile

And feel that, if he exists

He would certainly open

The right door for me.

for someone i considered a friend but she broke my faith, my trust into pieces... the lesson i learn't about myself, about people and most importantly about what friendship is built of...

As we grow we realize that it is more important to have true friends rather than having many....

A Broken Friendship, a Broken Heart

you were my best friend
and you left me alone
thinking i would die without you
cry in misery and mourn?

your friendship was there
but always with a "conditions apply"
you were never a true friend
your friendship was a big lie

i had trusted you
believed all your lies
and now all of a sudden
you broke all the ties

each of your lies
ripped that trust apart
i was disoriented for a week
unaware of where to start

now all this and the rest
seem silly to me
i have turned into a person
no one would expect me to be

you had learnt over all these years
to use me all along
i could never see through you
but alas you proved me wrong!

Lonely

Lonely

she had way too many friends

but yet she was lonely

she had many who loved her 

but yet she seemed too alone

there were none who loved her
from their heart
they loved her for her money
for them she was just a poisonous tart
which you just love to adore
but never bite into

she had long talks with her friends
but none of them
seemed to have touched her soul
and she was very alone

she always wished to find
a friend amongst all others
who would chase away her lonliness
give her the affection of a mother

she wanted someone to understand
the emotions she kept understated
someone to drive away those memoories
she had always hated

she had everything in her life
everything one would ask for
but yet in her whole world
she seemed lost and alone